I don't even know myself at all, I thought I would be happy by now. But the more I try to push out I realize…I gotta let go of CONTROL. Gotta let it happen, just let it happen. Gotta let it happen, just let it happen. It's just a spark, but it's enough to keep me going. And when it's dark out and no one's around, it keeps glowing.
okay this is how I will think about it

  • hunger games premiere is in 23 days
  • consequently, that is exactly when all my midterms will be over
  • thus
  • a 23 day bottle neck, with a reward of what I know will just be a great night, we’re gonna get so many eats and it will be so buck,
  • just in-sh’allah nothing will explode in my face
  • please don’t let anything explode in my face, let’s just get through this. 

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